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I’m going out to dinner with him tonight to talk in person. I tried to meet for coffee but he insisted we go to eat. My plan is to confess everything I feel and do the right thing for both of us. Hopefully he will tell me everything as well. The problem is he never lets me finish or listens when it is something he doesn’t agree with. He must already know the truth in his gut but he just wouldn’t accept it.
A big part of me wants to get back together with him but I know I can’t. I hope I don’t embarrass myself with tears in public because I’m an emotional mess this time of month. I was driving home from work yesterday and started crying over the words to an Eminem song. It’s the song where he apologizes to his daughter and ex wife for being a rolling stone. PATHETIC!!!
What if he wants to meet so he can drop a revenge bomb on me? Like breaking the news that he is already dating someone else or engaged to his first cousin. (Kidding about the cousin part! ;)
Please wish me luck cuz I really need it.